First civilian handgun (ccw) smith and Wesson used Leo trade in 4053 40 cal.
6 years ago in a safari land holster. Still have both. Arthritis in wrists (I’m >70) necessitated a change to something a bit smaller so now it’s a Smith M&P 9c. Either in a reinforced nylon owb or shoulder rig, or an edc small pack. People that know guns know what the bag is, “civilians” just think I carry a man purse. I had a retired Leo stop me in a Walmart in Florida to ask where I got it. I told her Amazon she said she thought it Was a great idea, especially if n warmer climes and times. I’m relatively new to ccw for my age group, but I am my own safe place. I carry it everywhere, unless I’m going somewhere that will either do a pat down or full inspection of all bags. I said first civilian, because many decades ago I, while wearing green for fun and profit, sometimes carried a 1911a1 my secondary piece with the 1919 A4 Browning LMG. My primary mos was 0311 rifleman and my secondary was 0331 Machine gunner. I was only occasionally assigned to the LMG. Depended on the exigencies at the time.
At first I too thought I’m imprinting etc, and that everyone “knew” after a couple of weeks I realized that most folks are totally clueless about what’s going on around them, and no longer worry about that. My only concern now is traveling and avoiding those places my licenses don’t cover me in, and totally locking and securing my weapons outside of the drivers compartment so that I can safely transit under the Firearm Owners Protective Act. National reciprocity can’t come too soon for me.