The responsibility and moral issues are a bit harder to pick up for some.
Was your handgun exposure mostly friends etc, shows, or range rentals?
With very few years' exposure to some, which was very random and sporadic, maybe it is time to hang around the private club's handgun range.
Even though there is no real motivation to ever carry (CCW only), the styles imitating the PPK have by far the most appeal.
Most of you guys (or a few gals) seem to have many years of exposure to many types, and often in a convenient rural setting, it seems.