Beating others, winning the state title, etc., are poor goals in and of themselves for one simple reason - you have no control over who else shows up.
On Saturday, I win a match. On Sunday, I finished dead last against a field of GMs. So, I'm a Hero one day and a Zero the next? It's a roller coaster best not ridden. I'm the same shooter both days, but to jump on the roller coaster is to give others shooters way too much power over me.
Though I think it's fun to pour over match results, I judge my overall ability on how well I'm executing the fundamental things in my control - "seeing" more and hitting what I see.
On Saturday, I win a match. On Sunday, I finished dead last against a field of GMs. So, I'm a Hero one day and a Zero the next? It's a roller coaster best not ridden. I'm the same shooter both days, but to jump on the roller coaster is to give others shooters way too much power over me.
Though I think it's fun to pour over match results, I judge my overall ability on how well I'm executing the fundamental things in my control - "seeing" more and hitting what I see.