Handloaded rounds using Gold Dot HP's.
Each and every round is carefully assembled from quality pieces with individually weighed charges. BETTER than factory for a fraction of he cost.
I don't care what M. Ayoob says, there's no more or less liability from a handload. If you ever have to shoot in self defense you're either totally in the right or totally in the wrong. THAT alone will determine the outcome, not the caliber or ammo you used.
FWIW, many States now have laws that require the State to pay all legal expenses if one is prosecuted and found not guilty by reason of Self Defense. Puts a curb on any so-called "highly motivated prosecutors".