It wasn't a loan.
My family and I were broke down in the Siskiyou Mountains of Southern Oregon during Spring Break of 1974.
Three feet of snow.
The six of us were stuck for most of a month and we all caught pneumonia.
When we were finally able to get out of there we left everything behind - the car, the trailer and its contents.
When we went back three days later, someone had come in and stolen everything that was loose - including four rifles.
One was a Golden States Arms MAS-36 in 7.5 French.
In 2008, I dropped in to a pawn shop in Mission, Texas - and there was that old MAS-36.
I could identify it by some of the repairs that I had made to it all those years ago.
It was pretty beat.
I decided that I didn't want it back.
I found another that was in good shape a few years later.
That was good enough.