My late father in law shot himself with a M1 carbine one night. Twice actually but the second shot was likely from the effects of the first shot. Not that it matters.
Nice guy, battled with a brain tumor, finally got it cut out when the pain got to be too much. Put it off for years because it was very risky surgery. Cleaned up his life before that, once was an alky, cleaned that up. I liked the guy.
Guy was having issues one night, he was on Dylantin. He was seeing butterflies and such. Crawled out to a storage shed and shot himself during the night. I learned after his death how much his wife hated him so he had no support. My now ex, didn't call him that night as she was wont to do and the grief tore her up along with our marriage.
The pos son in law retrieved the rifle. Not for sentiment, just for something to sell.
The son in law was and is a leach.
I have his other M1, a Universal. That one would have shot him once since the gas piston was carboned up. I think about him every time I take it out of the safe. I'd likely never retrieved the one he shot himself with, my now ex would not have wanted it in the house. I would not have found bad karma on it. The gun was a tool, it did not have intent. I have to admit there would be a stigma in having it.
I also had my ex's grandpa's revolver. Not in shooting condition. It was the gun he wore on the day he lost a battle with the bad guys in the 30's or so. He was a sheriff in Pontiac, MI.
I kept it in the safe until she ran into a historian that was well versed about her grandaddy. She wanted to give it to him to have it preserved, I, of course, transfered it to her, immediately. She wanted me to keep the rifle. I asked at the time.
I just wish we knew he was in crisis. We would have been down there in 5 hours or less depending on who drove and my ex could have kept him real using the cell phone in the mean time.
Clutch