CypherNinja wrote:
Its embarrassing and infuriating, is what it is.
My next purchase is a P7, but after that it is revolver time.
I dry fire a lot, but I still find myself wishing I could do "random empty chamber" drills
FWIW, I flinch a whole lot less with my Ruger GP100 and SP101, even shooting pretty warm magnum loads, than with my Smith M&P 9mm auto. I do not know why, unless it's as Skeeter Skelton once said, all that moving around in my hand makes the goosy gunner gun-shy. I can punch out the center on a 15 yard target with my revolvers. With my revolver, DA or SA, I shoot well - SA, I can put it exactly where I want. Drives my brother nuts.
With my 9mm auto, I have to REALLY focus on front sight, trigger squeeze (I'm so "in the zone," I can feel the striker slip that last little bit before it releases to fire), and breath control to even stay CLOSE to center. If I don't, I'm in South Central Target city, 4-6" low. I obviously have a lot of work to do with the autos.
Interestingly, my .22 Buckmark, I do not have this problem.
IMHO, one of the problems we face is Hollywooditis. Watching the movies and TV shows, they run a whole mag full of ammo through whatever ubermagnum or uberauto and hardly have any recoil at all. The first time we touch one off in real life and the gun takes on a life of its own, we think we're doing something wrong and then we recall the stories of the "Long Tom" that knocked the kid elbow over applesauce, or the pistol that recoiled so hard it punched the shooter in the nose. And, suddenly, we develop a flinch out of fearful anticipation. It's worse than the shanks, the flu or the runs, because you can't take a majic pill to cure it. You gotta work it out with deliberate practice, focus and concentration.
Two things that have helped for my MP9 improvement (not "perfection!") is a wall drill and a bump drill. Wall drills: face a wall and, with UNLOADED, checked, checked again pistol, extend arms with pistol in hand toward the wall. Back up as necessary until your pistol barrel is just breaking contact from the wall. Focus on the front sight and slowly squeeze the trigger. If you drop the barrel at all (anticiaption), you'll tap the wall. Bingo! Try again. Bump drills can be done with or without a wall. Again, using a 2x checked, unloaded gun, extend arms and focus on front sight. Gently begin to squeeze the trigger and then relax it, each time adding a little more pressure - "bumping it," if you will - until the trigger breaks. The purpose of this is to learn the break point of the trigger/sear and to unlearn the anticipation of the break. If you search for these drills, there's a link somewhre that shows videos of how to do this properly if my clear-as-mud instructions don't do it for you.
In the words of EX prez Clinton, "I feel your pain." But I'm working on a cure...
Q