Across the Years
I can't remember if THR was the first place I saw this, but I did a search and didn't find it, so I'll put it out there again for those that haven't seen it:
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Across the Years - Field & Stream
TO MY GRANDSON:
This letter will be yours on your 16th birthday. If I am alive then, I will read it to you. If I have checked out before that date, please go off by yourself, alone, and read it aloud.
Three hours ago your father cabled me that you were in this world, that you and your mother were doing well, and that you will bear my father's name.
So for three hours I have been celebrating your birth in an orderly and thorough manner. I have given your grandmother a couple of tranquilizer pills to calm her hysterics at the good news. I have notified all your father's friends in town as he requested, so they can celebrate also. I have stopped at the bank and arranged a modest trust fund which should see you through college. I have had several drinks, and now I am writing a letter to you to open 16 years later.
I will waste neither your time nor mine in giving you advice. If by the time you are of age you do not know the meaning and practice of truth and loyalty and courage and honesty, and the deep satisfaction of doing hard work both physical and mental, then your great-grandfather did a hell of a poor job raising me, and I did a hell of a poor job raising your father.
I am leaving you a few things.
First I leave you your great-grandfather's weapons. He taught me how to shoot a pistol with his .38 Colt Army. I have not fired it since the day he died. I will give it a real good cleaning, and put the neat's-foot oil to the holster, and leave it with the same loads that he put in the cylinder himself the last time he dropped the hammer. Also you will receive his .30/30 carbine and his 12-gauge Greener. No buck ever went very far that caught one of my dad's .30/30s behind the foreshoulder. No goose kept flying very long that he centered with a load of 4s.
Next I leave you my old Browning five-shot 12-bore. I have used that gun so much it has been reblued and rebuilt twice. Also my scope-sighted Model 70 Winchester .30/06. Also my house gun, a .357 Magnum Smith & Wesson snub nose. A man who is not ready and able to defend his home does not belong in our family.
Also I leave you my 81/2-foot, 4-ounce Leonard rod, which is as good as the day it was built, and they do not build them any more. I leave you my 9-foot, 61/2-ounce Orvis light salmon rod, which has killed some good fish in Canada and Alaska and Ireland. You may fish some of the same pools with it. I leave you my favorite 8-foot, 31/2-ounce fly rod which Walt Powell made for me, and which can lay a No. 12 Spentwing Coachman on the water slicker than a schoolmarm's leg. All these rods and guns will be cleaned and cased and tagged with your name for presentation with this letter.
More important, I am leaving you some memories. I hope that through the years they will be your memories, as they have been mine, as they are now your father's, as they were your great-grandfather's once.
I leave you the cold gray dawn and the marshes and the wind and the slap of wavelets and whistle of wings and the recoil of your gun against your shoulder.
The creak of packstraps in the dark and the thud of moccasins on the steep trail and the deep breathing as you and your hunting partner pack out your deer.
The easy grating of your canoe over a gravel bar and the shaking out of your line in the last long dusk and the sudden staccato scream of your reel.
The flutter and thump of a turkey gobbler coming down from his roost in that first light when you can count the eyelets of your boots.
The taste of a cold mountain spring as you lie on your belly with your mouth spitting cotton.
The smells that men like to remember-pipe smoke and boot dubbing and Hoppe's No. 9, and fly dope on a red bandanna handkerchief, and the smell of leather that is more like a taste, and the before-breakfast smell of coffee and bacon frying, and the smell of a cottonmouth, the smell of fear, and the fall smells of sweet-fern and rotting apples and burnt powder in the frosty air.
I leave you a windy spring night and the shrill of peepers like sleigh bells and the far-off baying of geese heading north in the empty sky.
Swimming stripped in a clear lake under an August moon and then standing on the shore with a cigarette while the night wind dries your body and the loons call.
An afternoon in October and a bird-dog puppy staunch on his first point with one foreleg drawn up and his brown eyes fixed and his whole skinny body shivering with the strange new excitement of grouse.
A winter evening with the sleet against the window and a log blazing and a highball and some friends you have hunted and fished with to share your memories with you.
All these and more I leave to you, my beloved grandson. Perhaps I will live long enough to be at your side when they become your memories too. But if I do not, I raise my glass to you across the years.
The Lower Forty raises its glass to Parker Merrow across the years.
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Whatever my last hunt is, I just hope I've passed something on by then. If I'm lucky, let it also just have all the elements of a good hunt and leave me thankful and appreciative that I got to be a part of nature for a while.
