Ive had a CCDW for some time now and have carried since i got it
a few months ago times got hard for me and i lost my job so i took up anything i could find to get by
i ended up becoming a pizza delivery guy
i have to say i truely enjoy my job even if its not the most glorified career in the world i have a blast at this little mom n pop shop
anyway my delivery radius takes me into some very shady neighborhoods and sometimes i honestly get a fearful chill up my spine as if im not in control
the kind of fear thats almost paralyzing
now im 29 years old have a CCDW and carry a .38 and i have had some training and am very confident with my shooting but i still get that deer in the headlights fear when i go certain places
has anyone else felt like this?
its like getting a fealing as tho your walking into a trap and you cant avoid it
i know its not manly to admit but i still get chills going into certain areas kind of like my spidey sence saying avoid this and youll avoid conflict and stay safe but my job makes me go there because untill there is truely an incodent (confrontation robbery no payment etc...) i still gotta take the pie to the guy
anyone have a technique to help subside fear?
a few months ago times got hard for me and i lost my job so i took up anything i could find to get by
i ended up becoming a pizza delivery guy
i have to say i truely enjoy my job even if its not the most glorified career in the world i have a blast at this little mom n pop shop
anyway my delivery radius takes me into some very shady neighborhoods and sometimes i honestly get a fearful chill up my spine as if im not in control
the kind of fear thats almost paralyzing
now im 29 years old have a CCDW and carry a .38 and i have had some training and am very confident with my shooting but i still get that deer in the headlights fear when i go certain places
has anyone else felt like this?
its like getting a fealing as tho your walking into a trap and you cant avoid it
i know its not manly to admit but i still get chills going into certain areas kind of like my spidey sence saying avoid this and youll avoid conflict and stay safe but my job makes me go there because untill there is truely an incodent (confrontation robbery no payment etc...) i still gotta take the pie to the guy
anyone have a technique to help subside fear?