I tried carrying a bhp for ccw but found it impractible because of my paranoia of carrying cocked and locked in the waistband or with a pager pal holster. I was also paranoid of droppinng the hammer and having a nd. Am I just overly paranoid ? Any suggestions on a good carry method? Good holsters with thumb breaks maybe. I had a Galco paddle with a thumb break but it didnt conceal worth a darn.