NIGHTWATCH
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When I was about 8 years old, I walked into my parents bedroom while they were in the living room with some company. I dont recall where I found it but I did. A revolver. Big. I didnt even know it was a gun, all I knew was that I liked it. I was facinated by the way the chambers rotated and the clicking noise it made. Its weight and its semi-shiny coating.
I walked out into the living room, completely oblivious to the people standing there and there mouths hitting the floor. I looked up from it for one second, only to see my fathers angry face and feel his hand knock me across the room. This was my first experience with a gun.
Im what you might call a late bloomer when it comes to guns. I always supported the RKBA in principal but didnt actually see the need for one until the L.A. riots and how it was affecting communities here in brooklyn. I was 32 years old when I first fired a gun. So many years past since I first picked up that revolver. And now, I find myself resentful sometimes that I didnt come from a background with positive firearms experiences. Instead of hitting me, my dad should have taught me how to shoot!!!
That being said, I often feel pretty small here. I own a shotgun. I know how to work it, clean it and make it perform well in the event I have to defend my life, but thats it. That was the reason I bought it right? It serves its purpose.
Because of my ignorance though, I am grateful to so many here who know much about what there is to know about firearms. Its the one thing that makes my resentment a little easier to swallow. I like to think that in the latter part of my life, I will be able to make up for the many years of not knowing the joys that comes with this freedom.
Are there any other "late bloomers" here or am I the only putz around?
I walked out into the living room, completely oblivious to the people standing there and there mouths hitting the floor. I looked up from it for one second, only to see my fathers angry face and feel his hand knock me across the room. This was my first experience with a gun.
Im what you might call a late bloomer when it comes to guns. I always supported the RKBA in principal but didnt actually see the need for one until the L.A. riots and how it was affecting communities here in brooklyn. I was 32 years old when I first fired a gun. So many years past since I first picked up that revolver. And now, I find myself resentful sometimes that I didnt come from a background with positive firearms experiences. Instead of hitting me, my dad should have taught me how to shoot!!!
That being said, I often feel pretty small here. I own a shotgun. I know how to work it, clean it and make it perform well in the event I have to defend my life, but thats it. That was the reason I bought it right? It serves its purpose.
Because of my ignorance though, I am grateful to so many here who know much about what there is to know about firearms. Its the one thing that makes my resentment a little easier to swallow. I like to think that in the latter part of my life, I will be able to make up for the many years of not knowing the joys that comes with this freedom.
Are there any other "late bloomers" here or am I the only putz around?