I have a model 29 6 inch barrel. I love to use 44 special in it but I tried it in the white box 44 magnum. Wow. I don't mind recoil but this thing hurt. I have the rubber grips on it. I am 5'6" and I weight 170. I fired one round and that was enough for me. What am I doing wrong? Is there a better grip that I can get? The rubber grips I put on are a lot smaller then the wood grips. It kind of feels a little funny with the rubber grips after the wood ones that it came with. What do I do? Sell it?