The problem I see is that most guns that can handle the high performance .38 Special ammo are built on frames that can now handle, or are built as, .357's. Why carry a heavy Ruger or lightweight S&W revolver and not get it in .357, and carry the .357 ammo when you need higher performance? That is what all this recent metalurgy and design have given us: revolvers of .38 size that are built to handle .357's. I love the old .38's, love to shoot them, but if I wanted to pack a true defensive, small revolver, I'd look for a .357. Maybe a S&W 640 or 340PD? Until you step up to the .357, a .38 Special revolver (of similar size) is bested by the 9mm.