Part of my job in the past was to screen patients admitted to the ER under a psych order for assessment. It was my job to determine if they went free, to the hospital, or to jail. That was in Kansas and I am now retired. A colleague of mine had the same job in Arkansas. On more than one occasion the patient and the family got really angry because I recommended jail instead of the hospital. Sometimes they threatened me. My colleague "Joe" in Arkansas had the same experience. As a result of one particularly nasty threat from a meth addict, Joe started keeping his Browning A 5 next to his bed. But, after a few days he discontinued the practice__said it made him too paranoid. Personally I feel more relaxed knowing I have a gun handy if I need it. I've kept a firearm handy for many years and I feel a bit naked when I'm forced to leave my gun home when I travel. I don't think I'm any more "paranoid" then I've ever been. I live a trust-but-verify life. Here's my question. What is your psychological reaction to having a gun under the bed? In your night stand? In the corner? Do you remember when you first started this practice?