I was talking with a friend the other night, and we had one of those "guy moments" where you grow somewhat morose over the "good old days"... and the conversation turned from phones with cords, to ammunition and guns.
It was then that I realized that I have a particular fondness for certain types of ammunition that, when I was younger, I shot with great abandon and at stupid levels of volume .. and I REALLY wished that I'd kept some put back.
THEN I realized that was exactly what I'd started doing at some point, unconsciously. Looking in the gun room I have some ammo that I just WILL NOT shoot. Radway green 223. A little bit of South African 308. And so on.
I started thinking about why I have this hesitation to shoot certain ammunition, why I have that emotional tie to it, and it all struck me as somewhat curious.
When I bought it, obviously, it was dirt cheap. Some of this has to do with ammo prices today being so high. But then I was thinking how backwards this mentality I have is. I will shoot a case of EXPENSIVE ammo I just bought without giving it a second thought, but the thought of loading up a magazine of that South African 308 I paid 10 cents a round for just completely .. unnerves me for some reason. I can't do it. I can't shoot the old cheap ammo, because there's some really weird voodoo of emotion mixed in to the stuff.
It's almost like I'd be blowing away a connection to my past, if I were to do it.
Anyone else ever get strangely emotional over old ammunition? Or do I need to seek therapy other than the "recoil" variety?
Thoughts please.
It was then that I realized that I have a particular fondness for certain types of ammunition that, when I was younger, I shot with great abandon and at stupid levels of volume .. and I REALLY wished that I'd kept some put back.
THEN I realized that was exactly what I'd started doing at some point, unconsciously. Looking in the gun room I have some ammo that I just WILL NOT shoot. Radway green 223. A little bit of South African 308. And so on.
I started thinking about why I have this hesitation to shoot certain ammunition, why I have that emotional tie to it, and it all struck me as somewhat curious.
When I bought it, obviously, it was dirt cheap. Some of this has to do with ammo prices today being so high. But then I was thinking how backwards this mentality I have is. I will shoot a case of EXPENSIVE ammo I just bought without giving it a second thought, but the thought of loading up a magazine of that South African 308 I paid 10 cents a round for just completely .. unnerves me for some reason. I can't do it. I can't shoot the old cheap ammo, because there's some really weird voodoo of emotion mixed in to the stuff.
It's almost like I'd be blowing away a connection to my past, if I were to do it.
Anyone else ever get strangely emotional over old ammunition? Or do I need to seek therapy other than the "recoil" variety?
Thoughts please.