OldCavSoldier
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YES! Lee Lapin's discussion is EXCELLENT!!!
In MY experience, there is one color condition after black...Condition Brown = when the bad-guys are all dead or have departed the area, you are down to your last two or three rounds, you have dialed 911 on your cell phone and the cops are on their way, and you desperately need to empty your underwear because you are sitting on the ground or curb due to the case of "rubber legs" that follows five minutes of adrenalin dump.
All humor aside, when OCONUS (Outside Continental US), I am constantly in Orange. When in CONUS, and outside my home or trusted friends' homes (also when in the front or back yards), I am in "Dark Yellow."
When I am inside my own home, with family and the DOGS inside with me, the doors are all locked, a loaded weapon is within quick retrieval of all doors and non-window entry points, and I am in what I call "Piss Pale Yellow" condition. Coming down from Orange is very "peace-inducing" for me, and I can be in various Yellow and feel completely stress free. Of course, there is the experiences of Red and Black (and Brown!!) that I can relate to, and that makes yellow all the more easy.....for me!
Your PTSD will eventually lessen. It will NEVER go away, but, with the help of friends, pastors, loving wife/female, it WILL get easier! I promise!!
In MY experience, there is one color condition after black...Condition Brown = when the bad-guys are all dead or have departed the area, you are down to your last two or three rounds, you have dialed 911 on your cell phone and the cops are on their way, and you desperately need to empty your underwear because you are sitting on the ground or curb due to the case of "rubber legs" that follows five minutes of adrenalin dump.
All humor aside, when OCONUS (Outside Continental US), I am constantly in Orange. When in CONUS, and outside my home or trusted friends' homes (also when in the front or back yards), I am in "Dark Yellow."
When I am inside my own home, with family and the DOGS inside with me, the doors are all locked, a loaded weapon is within quick retrieval of all doors and non-window entry points, and I am in what I call "Piss Pale Yellow" condition. Coming down from Orange is very "peace-inducing" for me, and I can be in various Yellow and feel completely stress free. Of course, there is the experiences of Red and Black (and Brown!!) that I can relate to, and that makes yellow all the more easy.....for me!
Your PTSD will eventually lessen. It will NEVER go away, but, with the help of friends, pastors, loving wife/female, it WILL get easier! I promise!!