I have the PX4, and I like it for CCW. Having 17 rounds is comforting, and the gun shoots like a dream.
Don't let the looks fool you -- depending on your build and how you intend to carry, it may not be a problem for you. I use an IWB holster at around 4 or 5 o'clock and it's really not that noticeable.
The best thing you can probably do it get to a range that rents guns and give several a try until you find the one you like. Then you can figure out how to carry it -- or come back to the forum for suggestions from owners of that model.
Good luck -- you're doing a good job of tackling a difficult problem!
Don't let the looks fool you -- depending on your build and how you intend to carry, it may not be a problem for you. I use an IWB holster at around 4 or 5 o'clock and it's really not that noticeable.
The best thing you can probably do it get to a range that rents guns and give several a try until you find the one you like. Then you can figure out how to carry it -- or come back to the forum for suggestions from owners of that model.
Good luck -- you're doing a good job of tackling a difficult problem!