Had mine not even a month ago...
And I have never been more scared in my life. I'll never forget that feeling, and I hope to God it never happens again, and I'll do everything in my power to make sure that it doesn't.
I bought a Colt .38 not too long ago - been bitten by the revolver bug recently - and did the usual routine when I buy a gun. Get speedloaders, ammunition, take it home, clean it up, load it... I've owned auto's for years, and never had an accident, so apparently I had become complacent with safety.
The next day, before work, I take it downstairs with me to show a friend I sometimes ride to work with. It's still loaded, as it is in my control, and while I was brushing my teeth, something possessed me to start manually cycling the cylinders. Complete stupidity at it's finest: thumbing down the hammer on a loaded revolver - one-handed - while brushing my teeth... Nice! :banghead:
Well, I never heard the shot actually go off, but since I was in the bathroom mirror, I saw it happen. Then my ears started ringing. I'm looking at the mirror, and wondering - why is there a hole in the corner of the wall?! And why the hell is the morror shattered on one side?! Then I smell gunpowder. I feel the gun heating up in my hand. Then it clicks in my head what just happened....
Where's my girlfriend?
"OH SH*T!... SH*T!! AWWW HOLY SH*T!"
I just kept repeating myself and walking around in circles. I live in a very nice apartment complex, and this happened at 7:00 in the morning before work... I think this was on a Tuesday or something. EVERYONE was home. Both neighbors on both sides are at home, and I just let off .38SPL+P in my bathroom... Mind you, the bathroom is on the end of the unit, connected to the neighbors bathroom. If my neighbor and I are in the bathroom at the same time, one of us can hear if the other bumps the wall. Very thin walls. And at this time in the morning, I'm 100% positive that the people next door should be doing the exact same thing I'm doing... In the bathroom, getting ready for the day.
"What if I killed one of the neighbors?"
Do I go over and ask if everyone is okay? Well, if I do that, then they'll DEFINITELY call the police. Besides, if someone wasn't okay, I would hear something going on next door, right?
Wait, what am I talking about? I can't hear sh*t as it is!
"I'm going to f*ckin' jail," I keep saying, in a moment of panic...
"The cops are coming and they're gonna take my @&#%!$* guns over this!"
My girlfriend keeps telling me to calm down. She also insists that I show her where it happened. We go, and look, and find that the bullet knocked a quarter-sized hole in the drywall after it pulverized the glass in the mirror, then knocked a quarter-sized hole in the corner posts, went through the 2x4 in the wall and lodged in the plywood about 6 inches back. Point blank, and it didn't go through the wall!
My friend comes. I let him in., I tell him whats going on. We wait for the police for over an hour. No one shows up. I watch my neighbors leave for work. They wave at me and say hello.
Get the HELL outta here!!! You mean nobody heard that?!?
Sure enough, no one has ever said anything about it, and I DAMN sure wasn't going to call the police on myself. I came here and posted a thread about it, and it's been slow getting over it. I bought another revolver yesterday ( a beautiful Taurus 608, 4" .357Mag with a ported barrel - range report coming later today), and I'm not scared of them anymore... so that's good. I'm just 10x more careful now than I ever was before. I figure that's all I can do - but the last thing I'll ever do is play with a loaded gun of any sort, ever again.
The colonels 4 rules... You know, they really do work if you just follow them.
Never say never... I had considered myself to be extremely safe with firearms before that happened. The ONE time I got complacent and did something stupid, I had a ND.
It can happen to
anyone.