OneLiveRound
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:banghead: I have serious problems sleeping and my kid and my ol lady woke me up in a panic yelling they didn't know what was going on. Now I've been shot at before in a combat zone and I know what Gunshots sound like so I can only allude to that's the reason I didn't awaken my self. I take lunesta and I've had lightning wake me up as well as the house settling wake me up prior to this. Basically I fell asleep on the couch (which is a rarity for me but I sleep when I can get it) and I guess I was asleep for about 45 minutes and I was in that weird space when you're in REM but not that deep , and they frigging come in and yell at me to wake up. Simultaneously as I awaken I hear an explosion , so my half sleep ass yell at them to "Get the **** Down!!!" and I Hustle them into the "Safe Room" I Charge the AK "and mutter something I don't remember to her and hand it to her" and grab the Mossberg and start clearing the house. I get to the second room and I awaken to reality and see the colors of Fireworks out side the window. Now I feel like the biggest ******bag in the world. I need help in trying to figure out why I reacted the way I did.
#1 When my Eyes opened I see a panicked wife grabbing me and shaking me (since she knows better plus an explosion outside my bay window that looks like willy pete totally took me out of my normal frame of mind)
#2 It's strange to me how I reacted because I don't remember assessing the situation , It's like I was on some weird autopilot that I couldn't control.
#3 It bothers me that I started clearing the house without all of my wits about me. ( I've trained around my house before but The part that bothers me is like I've said before It's almost like I was on some sort of loop.) I went through the fatal funnel and pied the corner around my kids room and Honestly I don't remember doing any of it.
Any info would be good.
Any feedback from you guys would be well appreciated.
#1 When my Eyes opened I see a panicked wife grabbing me and shaking me (since she knows better plus an explosion outside my bay window that looks like willy pete totally took me out of my normal frame of mind)
#2 It's strange to me how I reacted because I don't remember assessing the situation , It's like I was on some weird autopilot that I couldn't control.
#3 It bothers me that I started clearing the house without all of my wits about me. ( I've trained around my house before but The part that bothers me is like I've said before It's almost like I was on some sort of loop.) I went through the fatal funnel and pied the corner around my kids room and Honestly I don't remember doing any of it.
Any info would be good.
Any feedback from you guys would be well appreciated.