Three Years Ago . . .
. . . I was just plain not ready for a forum like this.
I could very easily have been that jerk that so many of you shake your head at, as you mutter, "just, wow."
Yup, I'm somewhat conservative in many of my views. And conservatives give me the hairy eyeball when they hear some of my other views.
I've been a LONG TIME believer in freedom, small .gov, stay the hell out of my business, tax elimination, and so on.
I "believed" in the bill-o-rights, too, or so I thought. I mean, how do you believe in something you don't even understand?
Guns were okay, but somehow most of the people I knew who had them creeped me out. I had real trouble understanding their motivation.
I was missing the innate corruption and corruptibility of government, individually, severally, and collectively, and how this affected their inclination to disarm the population.
I was missing the fact that "law enforcement" wasn't about protecting ME. I was missing that one of the side-effects of corrupt government is impotence in its ability to protect the nation. I was missing lots more.
My biggest barrier to getting involved was that I was ignorant and embarrassed to be ignorant.
It took a year of self-education and unrelenting stupid questions to get past my ignorance (and resulting anxieties) of the machinery. It took another year of practice, deliberately associating with shooters, and more research before I grasped the importance of the NRA, the importance of being individually armed, and the value of a place like this, where I can watch, listen, and learn while sticking my own opinions out for critique.
Seriously, I wonder if you folks grasp the true value of the service you provide.
I learn more, get exposed to more concepts and ideas, see more real community here, in this place that only exists in cyberspace, than I could if there were a 200-member club in town that met every Sunday for the whole day.
Without this place, I would, seriously, be lost in a conversation where I had to defend the 2nd Amendment.
Y'all make it possible for me to hold my own, and help others cross over.
Can't put a price on that.