Sheepdog1968
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The wife and rug rat were away for a few nights so I was alone. As titile said, I set off the home alarm just as I was heading to bed but it took me about 20 seconds to figure that out. It's not often one gets this to have what amounts to a drill that one is unaware is a drill so I thought I would share what went throught mind mind. I had a pistol on me so I was armed when it happened. Also, I train weekly and have taken many quality classes so I am reasonably well prepared and have spent time thinking through home defense.
1. The wife may be back early so don't shoot the wife or child. In other words, I was conscious that I needed to identify the target. Mostly I didn't want to shoot my loved ones by accident. It's unlikely my wife would come home early unannounced but you never know.
2. The pistol was the one I would chose if I had to pick one. Having said that, in the moment it felt like I had a squirt gun in my hands. I distinctly remember felling, thinking is how can this possibly stop anyone. For what it's worth, it was a Glock 30 in 45 ACP. It's the biggest caliber pistol I own and I've trained a lot with it. I do have long arms in the home ready for self defense and are my preference but I sorted things out before I had gotten to them.
3. Time and vision were distorted and it was more difficult to think than normal. I know this is highly likely to happen and I had hoped lots of training would remove this from happening. It didn't. Maybe it was less than it would have been otherwise. The 20 seconds felt like 5 minutes.
4. I didn't find myself expecting anyone to come save me. I knew this would be over before there would be any help or rescue. I was at peace with that.
Needless to say, it took another 90 min or more before I was able to go to bed. Also, the shotgun came out of its usual spot and stayed next to me that night and the next as well as by my side when I was in the home.
1. The wife may be back early so don't shoot the wife or child. In other words, I was conscious that I needed to identify the target. Mostly I didn't want to shoot my loved ones by accident. It's unlikely my wife would come home early unannounced but you never know.
2. The pistol was the one I would chose if I had to pick one. Having said that, in the moment it felt like I had a squirt gun in my hands. I distinctly remember felling, thinking is how can this possibly stop anyone. For what it's worth, it was a Glock 30 in 45 ACP. It's the biggest caliber pistol I own and I've trained a lot with it. I do have long arms in the home ready for self defense and are my preference but I sorted things out before I had gotten to them.
3. Time and vision were distorted and it was more difficult to think than normal. I know this is highly likely to happen and I had hoped lots of training would remove this from happening. It didn't. Maybe it was less than it would have been otherwise. The 20 seconds felt like 5 minutes.
4. I didn't find myself expecting anyone to come save me. I knew this would be over before there would be any help or rescue. I was at peace with that.
Needless to say, it took another 90 min or more before I was able to go to bed. Also, the shotgun came out of its usual spot and stayed next to me that night and the next as well as by my side when I was in the home.