Combat Engineer said:
Agree totally. At 2AM when I'm awakened by that bump in the night, me groggy and bleary-eyed... the PPS is a tragedy waiting to happen, do not want my PPS anywhere near me... give me a 1911, a Sig, an AMT, etc.
And yes I do carry the PPS, the only safety is the holster, and it makes me nervous, unlike say, a Springfield Armory EMP, which is an excellent gun that can be carried hot chamber, and which meets or exceeds the OP's needs.
I understand the concern about being awakened and being groggy -- and share that concern. That said, I wonder whether being awakened in the middle of the night is all that different from being caught by surprise when carrying, when the aggressor might even be struggling to get your weapon...
My home has an alarm system that can't be disabled by power outages... and if someone enters the house, unless s/he knows exactly where I am and can move very quickly, I've got some time to get focused, etc. Maybe I'm fooling myself... but when the alarm has gone off in the past, I find myself waking up pretty quickly, and adrenaline is both my friend and my enemy.
I keep a Glock 38 in an
opened flip-top cigar box-sized gun safe bolted to the floor near my bed. When I get up in the morning, the lid is closed and relocked.
When I'm awakened by noises or the alarm system, I go to the safe, which is two steps away, grasp the gun, and continue assessing the situation. (There's a security system panel in the bedroom that tells me something about the location and nature of the intrusion. I also keep two sets of electronic muffs on the floor at the gun safe for me and my wife -- to protect our ears and to help me HEAR what's going on.) I put my muffs on, toss a set to my wife, and am about about as ready as I'll ever be. (I think inexpensive electronic muffs are an IMPORTANT home defense tool that most ignore -- if only because the muffs can amplify sounds when you want to HEAR what's going on!) With my home layout, I'd like to believe I've got a bit more time to get ready for whatever might come than I would on the street. I understand that I may be fooling myself.
I don't want a gun on a bed side table where I might, in my grogginess, grab it before I should -- or, worse, knock it behind the table or onto the floor, out of reach. Inadvertently NOT later releasing a safety is, for me, as big a concern as not having a safety.
You, of course, have to do what seems best for you.