My primary goal here is for us to be close like we used to be. As I have said earlier, if we were close, and he sincerly asked me for a $1500 dollar gun, I would go purchase it for him with no second thoughts.
What I see that is happening is that we are getting distant. We used to speak everyday on the phone for a hour or so, now he never calls. I always have to call him. We used to always hangout every weekend, no questions asked. Now I am lucky to see him once a month.
If things were the way they used to be, the money would be absolutely no object. If they remain in this distant way, then I would like to see an effort to be repayed, but since he is slowly trying to make improvements in our friendship, I don't want to risk screwing his efforts of fixing things between us.....
Its really hard to write about as I have very mixed feelings on all of this in this current distant friendship we have.