alright I would like to thank everyone for their tips, hints, and comments. I appreciate everyone's opinions and understand the hesitance to use such a light cartridge. however would just like to point out that this isn't going to be the normal, go out and blast a deer at 250+ yards type of year that I normally have. I am actually attempting to challenge myself this year to make closer, cleaner, more precise shots and do so while giving myself a handicap. for instance just this weekend I took my first game animal using iron sights and the first using hunting loads that I developed myself. these types of challenges are what keeps hunting fresh for me and keeps them from just being an excuse to get out of the house. I know lots of people that have killed deer with 22lr but that doesn't mean I'm taking the ole 22/45 out for deer(not that it's legal in my state anyway) but it does make me want to become a better hunter. I don't own a 45 colt, 44 mag(anymore) or 357. my only short range limiting rifle is a 9mm carbine. by selecting a 9mm, I am forcing myself to step up my game and be better at being silent, being still and being better at stalking. I am limiting myself to shorter ranges meaning I have to become a better hunter and not the guy that blasts away and leaves a trail of wounded game in his wake.
now for the guys that are suggesting loads. I am starting to see a pattern of people using unique which is quite fortuitous for me as I share a reloading bench with a fellow that has lots of it. I have been having trouble deciding between a faster 124gr and slower 147gr and I think based on the assertion that the 147 will not gain as much velocity from carbine and the oversimplified understanding that more weight means greater loss in velocity that I am leaning towards 124gr. I am at a tossup between hornady FTX and speer gold dots. I'm thinking that for this type of hunt more penetration and less fragmentation would be better so which of those two would perform such a task better? in 44/45 my family seems to swear by FTXs but ATKs main pistol cal plant is right here in my area and feeding that local economy seems like a good enough idea so gentlemen...
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