I'll elaborate a bit.
I've been a civilian for a while, having carried a shield for a few years. I'm retired, living in the suburbs and have a fairly easy going life. Go to the park with the dog, to the mall, out to dinner with my wife, exercise at the local YMCA. I buy my milk and cookies at the local supermarket during the day, not at the "stop and rob" at 2am.
In the rare event some mutt sizes up this old guy with a limp as a potential victim, I know a bit more than they do. I know that there will be no reloads. I know that the distance will be with 3-10 feet. I know that less than 3 shots will be fired.
Malls, parking lots, ATM's...up close and very personal. My little smith chiefs special, the one that I've fired thousands of rounds through, the one that I fire 2-3 times per month, the one that I had before my kids were born, and still have now that they're out of college and on there own.
"This is my gun. there are many like it, but this one's mines. My weapon is my best friend. It is my life. I must master my weapon as I must master my life. Without me, my weapon is useless, without my weapon, I am useless. I must fire my weapons true. I must shoot straighter then my enemy who is trying to kill me, I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will. Before God I swear this creed: My weapon and myself are the defenders of my country, we are the masters of our enemy, we are the saviors of my life. So be it, until there is no enemy, but peace. Amen"