Greetings, I did a little bit of research, but I want your fresh idea. Per what I found, Hornady HP/XTP would be a nice one. What would be a good self-defense bullet in 9mm and 45ACP for me to reload? Anothwer question: Anyone tested thoroughly the Ramshot Silhouette for its low flash capability compared to the commercial self-defense loads and flash? Thank you P.S.: I live in Ga. No stupid laws like in California where you really need to use commercial ammo for self-defense.