<-- female, married 18 years.
She also is hearing from her friends that she cannot cave on this issue, because she needs to exert her right to make decisions and stick by them or some crap .
Your girlfriend and her friends are not too far from the truth about that much, anyway.
Relationship 101, aka "setting personal boundaries" :
She cannot tell you what to do with
your life or
your time or
your money.
Your life is
your territory.
You cannot tell her what to do with
her life,
her time,
her money.
Her life is
her territory.
The problem seems to be that both of you do not have any idea where your own personal boundaries lie, and are trying to draw your personal boundaries solidly within the other person's territory. That is a recipe for a relational train wreck.
If she doesn't want to buy, shoot, or carry guns, that falls solidly into
her territory. You don't have any authority over that and you're a fool if you think you do.
If you want to buy, shoot, or carry a gun, that falls solidly into
your territory. She doesn't have any authority over that and you're a fool if you let her take it.
As someone else said, it's not about guns. What is going on here is a basic control issue. Does she have the right, power, authority to dictate what items
you may purchase with
your money that
you have earned? Nope. You do not need her permission to spend your money in any way you see fit.
I see no future in your relationship with her until you sort this very basic issue out in a way that both of you can live with. If you cannot do that, then you really are better off without her -- certainly, you're better off if you can avoid entangling your lives any further until you get some boundary lines drawn.
The ones you've got so far are drawn too far into each other's territory, and that's why she "rages" when the topic comes up.
pax
The first time you buy a house you see how pretty the paint is and buy it. The second time you look to see if the basement has termites. It's the same with men. -- Lupe Velez