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So very sorry for your grief. We all lose loved ones via one way or another. Do not hate the 22 but do sell/give it away. I second the recommendation that you seek counciling. Getting your feelings out will improve your life. It is not a shameful thing to talk with a professional. Often they can make tremendous differences in our lifes. Please do not keep this penned up inside you. It will fester in other areas that you do not even recognize. A wise and older pastor would be a good person to talk with. Many have counceling degrees or at least have a good grasp of how frustrations can be talked out. Praying for peace about it will help you also. Have a prayer partner to pray with you is a valuable asset to your life--not just about this issue but for many reasons. If you do not have one just PM and we can talk via E mail. Will be glad to and I check my mail twice daily.