regrets... and never saying never...
I feel all your pain...
I had a pre-ban Bulgarian AK-47 that went for a less-than-good amount of money to keep my family fed during hard times...
When I sold the AK I kept the Chinese 75 round drum and vowed to someday own another Kalashniclone and when times were good and I was working 55-60 hours a week, my taxes came back and my wife told me (I didn't ask, she TOLD me hehehe God, I love that woman!) to go buy another AK... Of course, the guy didn't have one and on impulse I bought a Kel-Tec sub2000 and made a briefcase carrier for it... but it certainly was not an AK. Within a few months I traded it for a Romanian...
I have bought and sold lots of guns, sometimes I win, sometimes they win...
I'd sell everything and anything I own to keep my kids taken care of and not shed a single tear
My consolation is that I am able to deal with guns and the thrill of the next firearm I will see for sale.
Saw a .50 desert eagle at the local gunshop yesterday and for a split second I did a mental calculation in my head of how I could afford a $1399 gun before realizing that I really don't need it (yes I do!!
and taxes aren't till next year, by which time it will surely have sold...
I don't collect, I just have a couple of really cool guns at any given time and a pistol, a rifle, and a shotgun at all times...
After that, it has to be such an insanely sick deal that I can't afford to pass it up...
Like my .44 S&W 4-inch for $200 and the guy who sold it to me still cries when he sees me carry it...