roastpuff
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I'll go for m04r plz.
*ahem* Please sir, can I have some more?
/Oliver Twist.
*ahem* Please sir, can I have some more?
/Oliver Twist.
As for why so many of us "ripped you some additional orifices", you asked for feed back, and we thought you were serious.
I honestly thought that you were looking for specific suggestions on improving your writing and making it saleable. I am sorry that I misunderstood. I won't repeat the same mistake twice.
I'm sorry if I gave that perception; no, that's not the case at all. It's greatly appreciated; thank you.
Well, I'd say that what "provoked" the in-depth comments was the fact that you asked for feedback on your writing in a community where a number of people appear to be writers, editors, or otherwise knowledgeable about the publishing industry. "Provoked" seems to me to be a somewhat harsh term to use in reference to something that wasn't an attack.
Sorry; I've only got limited time for online access these days, and I'd just received an employment rejection letter before posting.
I didn't realize there were so many of you writer types around here, either.
Thanks for the feedback, guys.
Chapter 5: Breakdown
Susan had exerted every effort possible to control her life since her youthful mistakes. For the most part, she'd done quite well for both herself and her daughter. At this moment, however, she was doing her best to simply control her emotions.
She sat on the sofa with her daughter Michelle, discussing what they would do with the rest of the afternoon. They'd both gotten off early from work in the hope that they could spend some time together shopping, but given the terrorist attacks, Susan didn't think it too prudent to leave the house. Michelle, however, had a difficult time seeing how anything could cause a problem; they were just going shopping at the mall.
Susan smoothed out her trousers as she positioned herself more comfortably on the sofa. “Michelle, I know you want to go shopping, and I do too. I got out of a board meeting so that we could go, and that's not something I do lightly. I just don't think it's safe; terrorists attacked 5 cities today! Or, at least five, it's hard to tell. There might be other targets, maybe even here.” The words sounded hollow to her ears, like something her own mother might say to her in one of the many chastizements Susan received as a teenager.
Ironically, Mother was as right as I am now, Susan thought.
“Mom, I've only got a week before heading off for orientation and I need to pick up a couple things for the dorm. If we're not going shopping this weekend, I'm not going to have time to get the stuff – I've got double shifts all week so I can have some extra money this semester!” She was mature for her age – 17 – and heading off to college after only three years of honors grades in high school, but she still had many characteristics of a child.
Susan sighed and shook her head. She's so much like me at her age, so manipulative, she thought. She even looks like I did – all except for her steel-blue eyes.
“Michelle, I never said anything about not going this weekend, just not right now!” She put strength into her voice, reassuring herself that she meant business.
“Mom...”
“No, Michelle. I'm sorry. I don't care that the radio said to go about our business. You've seen the same TV broadcasts I have since then – there was gangs fighting over on Franklin, for crying out loud, just five blocks from our house!”
Michelle sat sullenly, subconsciously twirling her fingers through her long auburn hair. It shimmered in the subdued lighting of the apartment, contrasting brilliantly with her soft, freckled complexion. She wanted to argue the point, but internally conceded that her mother was, without a doubt, correct. She just hated losing.
She forced a smile to her face, looking up at her mother playfully, a new idea popping into her head.
“Ok, Mom.” She sat and looked at her mom pensively for a moment before speaking again. “So, play some Monopoly?”
Susan sat still for a moment, expressionless. Was Michelle pulling her leg? She decided to assume the best.
“Sounds like a plan. Why don't you make us some popcorn while I get the game,” she said, walking to the hall closet. As she got the board, she heard talking in the outside hallway, followed by the loud bang of a door slamming. It sounded like Frank and Bruce, but they didn't sound like they were arguing, despite the door slam.
Susan took the game over to the table and began setting it up while Michelle made the popcorn. She listened silently to the television in the other room, hoping for another news update. Michelle did the same, moving away from the microwave so she could more easily hear the broadcast.
The same material had been playing, over and over, “live” for the last half an hour from “just outside” one or another of the major cities hit. It was the same on all the major news channels. Granted, it wasn't rebroadcast material, and was indeed live, but none of the information was changed.
Again, Susan heard the door slam of Frank's apartment, drawing her attention outside the appartment again. Frank had standing plans with Susan and Michelle for dinner every Sunday night, but Frank had said he'd be out of town this weekend. He sure was making a lot of noise leaving, she thought.
The television screen went black and the sound went off just as the microwave finished chiming the completion of their popcorn. At first, Susan thought the power had gone off, but the light over the kitchen table was still on. The television then put off an emergency broadcast tone. They both focused intently on the television - Michelle coming at a run from the other room. Amongst the multicolored background, the screen read, “Please turn to your local station for updates on the immediate national terrorist crisis.”
Michelle got to the remote before Susan could adjust the controls on the front of the TV, flipping over to the local CBS syndicate. A man with sweat visible on his forehead was looking at the camera, talking slowly, the look of fear barely bridled by his professionalism. The reception wasn't as clear as it would have been for cable, and there was occasional static on the screen accompanied by snowed out audio.
“... Agency has given us information about the situation in several of the cities hit by terrorists. New York and Chicago were hit by what is being described as an 'improvised radioactive explosive', while the ports of San Diego were hit by a barrage of laser guided missiles fired from multiple cargo ships coming in to dock from China.
“We've yet to receive word from either Homeland Security or FEMA on the situation in Kansas City or Denver, but reports from correspondents on the ground are reporting that groups of guerrilla fighters dressed in suits have set off bombs in Denver International Airport, and local federal buildings.
“We've received several anonymous calls stating that there have been additional attacks from terrorist guerrillas on police in Miami,Florida, but we have yet to receive confirmation of these reports.”
The young newscaster paused, and then looked down at the carefully arranged papers on his desk. He didn't need the papers for information – the teleprompter provided him with all his lines – but he did it anyway to maintain composure.
“We have just received word from local officials that there have been several accidents unrelated to today's terrorist activity. Here's Mayor Bronson with more information.”
The screen changed, displaying the visage of an elderly, overweight man with a poorly fit hairpiece. There was a podium in front of him.
“Representatives from the local telecommunication companies have informed me just moments ago that overloaded capacity has resulted in several failures in the data centers which run cellular and data services for our city. This means that cellular phones, landlines, and Internet access are unavailable for the time being – but I've been assured that this minor setback should be remedied shortly.”
The screen changed back to the newscaster. "Thank you, Mayor. In other news, pre-season football...” the anchorman droned on as Susan and Michelle stared listlessly at the screen.
“Mom, what's going on?” Fear was evident in Michelle's voice.
“I don't know, honey, let me think.” Susan thought about what the news anchor and mayor had said, but her mind was drawn to the words of the mayor in particular. She'd learned how to tell when men were lying over the years – goodness knows it'd helped her in her career. There was certainly something in what the mayor had said which had the quality of a lie.
“Honey, I think we're going shopping after all. Get your shoes on.” Something told her that their cupboards were not full enough for whatever was to come. She had some extra food and supplies set aside – just as FEMA had suggested – but despite planning for three people instead of two, her preparations still seemed woefully inadequate. She started walking deliberately towards her bedroom.
“Mom, what? Shopping?” Michelle's face was a mixed contortion of emotion, going from one to the next – and sometimes two at a time. Fear, excitement, confusion, anger - and most of all helplessness -flooded her body.
Pushed on by the situation, Susan steeled herself against her own fears and spoke calmly and slowly. “Honey, we're going to the store. I think that whatever this is... is going to be bad. We need to be quick – get some running shoes on.” As she spoke, she reached underneath her mattress and pulled out an old Cold Detective Special .38 caliber revolver, checked it's cylinder to make sure it was loaded, and awkwardly shoved it into her waistband, Mexican style. Thank God I had the foresight to buy this after 9/11, she thought.
Looking up to see Michelle still standing there, she looked pleadingly into her daughter's eyes. “Sweetheart, please hurry. And make sure you've got the mace I gave you.” She added the last sentence as an afterthought, knowing that her daughter didn't keep the chemical repellent in her purse as she'd repeatedly asked, but in her dresser.
Michelle snapped out of her trance, shutting her mouth and hastily brushing away the small tears that had formed in her eyes.
Gunshots sounded outside, still quite audible in their apartment.
The two froze for a moment, unsure of what they'd heard. Several seconds passed before the realization hit. Michelle screamed and jumped on the floor. Susan ran to the front door and hastily made sure it was securely locked and bolted before joining her daughter on the throw rug next to the coffee table, embracing her crying and shaking daughter.
I'll see if I can get around to the .doc file posting.
Dude, if our comments have made you feel bad, you are in for a rough time in the writing world. I was actually being nice and tried to give you some good pointers. Wait until you actually do get your stuff ripped apart by someone. Especially some critic who has never written anything longer than a scathing review, but who also has a standing in the literary world.
He'd already performed the weekly tasks – tank volume measurements, routine maintenance, and a surprise visit from the EPA to determine safety compliance – and all that needed to be done was for Jason to lock up the facility's gates for the night on his way out. If any of the area ranchers needed to fill up their trucks or tractors before the next morning, many of them had their own gate keys.