You guys warned me. You told me not to do it. I said I knew what I was doing, that I could handle it. It was fine at first and then it just got out of control. I told myself I can quit anytime I want, I told myself I don't need more. What a slippery slope I've went down. I don't even know who I am anymore. They say admitting your problem is the first step to recovery so here goes....Hi, I'm uspJ and I'm addicted to ESEE Knives.