It isnt about ME, its about the right choice of tool for the fight you dont get to plan for. Thats it, pure and simple, and it applies to EVERYONE.
And since we dont get to pick the fight, usually anyway, you have to pick the best and most realistic tool that will likely cover "anything" you might have to deal with, not just the one scenario you always win in your mind.
Now if YOU can make a small gun work for "anything" you might get handed, great, you've got it made. I find that a bit hard to believe, but, if you say so, Ill be happy to watch and learn.
I shoot those types of guns on a pretty regular basis as well, and I dont find them to be a good choice for the task at hand as a primary gun, and think they really should be relegated as a backup. But, that's ME. Thats why I carry a full sized gun I shoot the best with and practice with all the time. It gives ME the best chance.
Im also going on the assumption here, that regardless what you choose, you work hard on a regular basis at being somewhat "realistically" competent with it, but that's a whole other issue.
And please dont say Im being condescending because I think YOU should be competent with what you carry. WE all should be! If you're not, that's all on YOU, and it is your responsibility, to you and all of us, to be the best you can be.
From what Ive seen with how a lot of people practice and shoot, I dont know whos scarier, the bad guys or someone who just buys a gun and throws it in their pocket and calls it good. I dont want to get shot because some knucklehead couldn't bother to go beyond just buying a gun and is literally incompetent with it.
So, is it Im being condescending, or passive-aggressive, or whatever else that might annoy you, or is it I just hurt your widdle feelings because I touched a sore spot and you dont like it?
Whatever. Its OK, Im already over it. Carry on.