Hoplophile, I'm a college-level educator who very deeply values writing skills (and communication skills in general) among his students. (My name is written on bathroom walls because of my essay exams.)
I congratulate you on your well-written essay, on your open-mindedness, on your willingness to share your experiences and perspective in this international forum of strong minded people.
I'll confess something now, myself.
Even though I grew up in a conservative family, and hunted all during my teens and early twenties, somewhere along the way through college I became less enthusiastic about guns. I sold off all of mine during college years in part because graduate school sucked financially, and ramen got old after a few years, but also in part because I got pulled over to (choosing words carefully here to avoid politics) a philosophical position advocating that guns were not the best tools with which to navigate through life. <ahem>
During my doctoral studies, in a particularly hard financial time, I sold off my last rifle: a Marlin 336C in .35 Rem. A couple of months later, on a Friday night, a large, half-naked, drug-crazed man tried to rip the gate off of my courtyard fence, then came over the top of said fence and proceeded to bang on my window with a wild expression in his eyes (I'm talking angel dusted) while my dog barked her butt off in the window and I stood nearly naked dialing 911 with no weapons at my disposal other than a 3' piece of 1" wooden dowel. He was not successful in breaking the triple pane glass in the picture window to get in, and left before the cops arrived.
The next day, I hocked some valued family item and bought a .38 spl. I never turned back, and here I am today on THR, having seen the light. Fear is a powerful persuader.
From day to day, as I participate on this fine forum, I bounce back and forth between, "I'm liberal (but rarely collectivist)" and "I'm conservative". But usually, I acknowledge, I'm simply apolitical, and that's where I'm happiest: I just ignore politics, and appreciate people for who they are.
I'm now a dedicated gun owner (with a preference for ... oh, see my sig line), and a 2A supporter.
We're glad you've joined us. Let your writing skills pervade all the threads you visit, and keep your eyes diverted away from politics (which matter not a whit in the big scheme of things) and focus your vision on the only things that really matter here: guns, their safe, ethical use, and respect for others, regardless of gender, race, ethnicity, sexual orientation or political persuasion.
Nem (AKA Dr. Nem A. Tocyst)