Okiecruffler
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A while back I suffered a bit of a breakdown. I lost 3 kids in 3 days, 2 of whom were fairly long term patients that I was close to. Had to take some time off work and spend some time on a leather couch to get my head back on straight, or at least as close as it ever was. I never had any thoughts of hurting myself or anyone else, I just couldn't deal with going back to work for a while. But now I'm back to my normal work loving self.
However last week, I lost 2 more. While I'm not happy about it, I understand it's part of the machine and I just have to go on about my business. But my mother caught wind of it and she's been driving the wife crazy with calls asking her to get rid of or hide all the firearms. I finally called her to ask her to stop and told her that if I wanted to off myself I have access to opiates and Vec that would be a much more pleasent way to go. That statement to her proved that I had been thinking about it and now I get at least 3 calls a day. :banghead:
God love her, she's my mother and I know she means well, but I sure wish she'd annoy my brother for awhile.
However last week, I lost 2 more. While I'm not happy about it, I understand it's part of the machine and I just have to go on about my business. But my mother caught wind of it and she's been driving the wife crazy with calls asking her to get rid of or hide all the firearms. I finally called her to ask her to stop and told her that if I wanted to off myself I have access to opiates and Vec that would be a much more pleasent way to go. That statement to her proved that I had been thinking about it and now I get at least 3 calls a day. :banghead:
God love her, she's my mother and I know she means well, but I sure wish she'd annoy my brother for awhile.