Agreed. At this point we're proposing ideas for an event that already happened.
So how did it go?
Awful. I was unprepared. I'd been up till 1 in the morning researching and compiling my information into bullet-points. I didn't have anything written out except bullet points. I didn't time it, didn't edit my speech, and didn't really prepare.
I was banking on two things.
1. I'd be one of the only people giving a presentation that day
2. My oratory would be so mesmerizing, and my topic so interesting, that they'd forgive me if I went a little over-time.
I crashed and burned. If anything, I had too much info. I winged it. It was supposed to be a 5 minute speech, I went 27 minutes and finally got cut off. Everyone else got applause. I got a sigh of relief.
Part of it is that some people get nervous with speeches, and they choke. Not me, I use it, and I get really into my speeches. I didn't focus on the clock, I don't focus on much else besides my speech.
When I was done speaking, I felt weak, light-headed, with an adrenaline rush. And I sat down in shock at the amount of time I took.
In hindsight, I could have cut some sections out. And I probably should have worked backwards from our current time, because that's more interesting, and the 90s has guns and a lot of conspiracy theories linked together. In one section, I got bogged down talking about the whacked out paranoia surrounding the Watts riots (which was fed by California officials).
I realized half-way through my speech that I was sinking, but I felt I couldn't just stop in the middle, so I decided to push through it.
Bottom line, don't be like me! Don't cram for a speech.