new gun guy
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i am sorry for your loss i know it hurts really bad and never really stops i still miss my father after 12 years he passed in front of me when i was 15 in my arms and i dont go a day without visiting the moment in my head and wishing he could have met my daughters whom are my world but i just had to adapt and try and make him proud and even if its not true about people watching over you from heaven i have faith its true and just honor his memory. i know your mother is watching over you and she wants to see you happy so just take it day by day and dont kill your self drinking so much. i smoked my share of leftys to help but that was prior to my family and career. but i know people people mean well when they say move on or man up but i know that is the last thing people want to hear when they lose someone they love my advice for you is take it day by day and things will fall into place i promise that is how the process works sometimes quicker than others but being strong is not what id tell anyone that is what good friends are there for is to be strong for you when you cant be strong for yourself. take care and i hope that everything falls into place for you
