Update, had a discussion with the lil lady today. We were talking about how she once said I was paranoid, I asked if she thought I was paranoid because of all the guns...
"It's not just that"
Well, what else then?
"your, well, how many first aid/field surgery kits do you have?"
I have 2 FA kits, on FS kit. One FA in the car, the other and the FS kit is at home. You keep Band-Aids, alcohol, antiseptic/peroxide in the bathroom, right? Well, that great if we break a dish or a wine glass and cut our hands. What happens if one of our window panes breaks or something more serious happens? That's where my stuff comes in. Nothing wrong with that. So what else?
"All the ammo? and Your 100 water purification tablets? How many gallons is that for?"
Look, I buy in bulk to save money. You buy frozen pizzas by the dozen because it saves money. I order ammo and camping supplies online in bulk for the same reason.
"Oh, I didn't know that. Okay, look, you carry your gun EVERYWHERE. It's always near you in the house, you have a rifle in the trunk of your car, handgun on your hip and a bag full of survival supplies in your trunk as well...little paranoid?"
Okay, look, I have an overnight bag in the trunk. Sleeping bag, radio, flashlight, basic tools, a knife, mostly camping things. I drive 70 miles to work everyday, what happens if I break down? As for the gun on my hip, you're allergic to bees right?
"Yes."
And you carry that epi-pen in your purse, right?
"uh, yeah."
Well, I'm allergic to disaster. *patting my hip* THIS is MY epi-pen, okay?
"Okay, I understand then, the rifle though?"
Someone said online the other day something that really made sense to me. I don't think EVERYONE is out to get me, but I can be sure that someone might be. if you can tell me who that someone is, I'll ignore everyone else. It's like bringing a condom on a date. it doesn't mean you know you're going to score, but you have it, because if you need one, chances are you REALLY need one.
We had a god laugh at that. She decided I wasn't paranoid, but I was something more than just prepared. We're in the process of trying to agree on a word to define the level just above simple preparation, but not unstable like being paranoid.
Let you know how it turns out.