Nightwing
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Guys... feel free to take a read. I had a rough situation with a friend. Just did the best I could to handle the situation as well as I could on the fly in a public place. Feel free to read on!
I'll tell you..... I have had a great experience open carrying so far! It's been very peaceful and I have some new found confidence. Certainly not showboating or anything. Just saying, I feel a little safer in weird parts of town. But certainly am not going to use it as an excuse to have a big ego!
But here's something I noticed.....
My wife HATES that I am taking a gun with me now. She's sort of rolling her eyes a lot and all that. This is one thing I won't comprimise on. I asked her if she will be more comforterable with me carrying concealed? She says "It's stupid either way. Might as well wear it in the open so everyone knows it, and not just me." She has said a few times... "My dad had a gun! He didn't go carrying it around!"... to which I can easily reply... "Honey. Your dad's only gun is a vintage tommy gun. I'm glad he didn't carry it around. But I love you, and I love our son, and I love being alive, and so do many other people me meet every day. It's just a tool, and you know that. Don't worry. There are a million laws, and I'm abiding by every one. If you'd like to read them I'll print them out for you, and then I can be accountable to you, and you can keep me in check if you feel like I'm crossing any lines that I shouldn't be, but for now... just trust me a little bit on this one thing, OK?"
She rolls her eyes but doesn't argue anymore.... most of the time.
Of course 6 months ago my wife was SOOOO anti Gun it made me think she might want us to move to DC!! hehe.
So anyways on to the real situation....
We went to dinner with friends 2 nights ago and walked around the lobby, sat and talked, were seated, and had almost 3 hours of dinner and conversation without them noticing I was OPENLY CARRYING! It wasn't a big deal!
We were joking around after about 3 hours and just being sort of silly. Well my wife finally goes "You wanna know something stupid? Joel is carrying a Gun!"
Both of my friends go to complete seriousness. My buddy says "You are? Where?"
I say "In plain open view. It's no big deal. So what were we talking about"?
He says "Yes it is a big deal, you idiot! You're going to shoot someone".
"Why would I shoot someone"?
"Because you have a gun"!
keep in mind this friend of mine likes guns. I don't know where he was coming from with this.
He says "Dude. You are making a childish decision to carry that thing, and you're drawing attention to yourself".
"But we've been sitting here for 3 hours and I've gotten up to go to the restroom twice. You haven't noticed and we're sitting right next to eachother. Now, please.... I don't need this to be an open conversation. I don't want other people overhearing the publicity you guys are creating and getting all concerned over something that is perfectly legal and I am doing in a perfectly safe manner"
So he says " I used to have another friend that openly carried a huge Booie Knife (spelling?) and he thought it was so cool. Cops always noticed, and people always gave him bad looks. you're doing the same thing."
So I say "Why was he carrying that big knife? What was his purpose?"
He says "To impress people"
I said "Then that's where where we're different. I'm not carrying to impress ANYONE! I'm carrying because I value my life, and I value my wife's, even though she hasn't warmed up to me carrying yet. I'm carrying because you are my friends and I care about you. I expect I will go my entire life without ever even having to put my hand on the grip of this thing (not touching it at this moment, by the way, and also speaking very low), but the world is full of people with no regard for human life. I don't intend on giving up providing for my family, or enjoying my life, just because someone else wants to ruin it for me. I choose to increase my odds of living a long and happy life. Now, as I asked before, can we change the subject. We don't need to be overheard and make anyone uncomfortable."
My friend sort of sat back and just was quiet for a minute. I don't know.... he was thinking.
After like a minute he leans over and says "You're being an idiot. I could disarm you so fast!"
I said "Well, good for you. But I'm sure that we both know that would be an obviously bad decision even if you were just messing around. It's not a toy... it deserves a little more respect than that."
He looked a little insulted so I added "Besides.... you're too slow anyways, ya' big softie".
He laughed. Situation dissolved. I still have a friend and sometimes this particular friend likes to play "dad" to people around him. This is one area where I simply don't feel it's necessary to appease his ego. This isn't about ego's. This is about me exercising my right to defend myself and LIVE!!!!
After dinner we went to my parents house to visit. My parents are very anti gun, but know I am pro-gun in most cases. I carried in their home for 2 hours. they never noticed, or at least didn't say anything.
I have had a few people notice (not that I'm going for that! I guess it just comes naturally in a place where not a lot of people openly carry).
Have gotten comments at Home Depot, 2 local deli's, and a bunch of other little places. Most are positive, or the local businesses give you the "We like having customers like you!!!" routine.
Even my pastor was excited to see me carrying. He wanted to see my gun... which I wasn't crazy about doing, but he is one of the few people in my life I really have respect for on a high level. Plus he's thinking of getting a pistol so I was glad to see his enthusiasm.
We were alone at the church, but I still required that we go into his office, and shut the door. That he allow me to completely unload the gun and that he can hold it but there will be no magazine in the gun (remained in my hand at all times). He thought it was great and I was able to answer a lot of questions for him about his own desire to purchase and possibly obtain his CCW in a class I'll be taking with some other churchgoers next month or so.
I've had 2 other requests to "see my gun" to which I've kindly declined and said "I'm really sorry, but it's not leaving the holster. Please understand." And they both have.
So...... here's what I think...
The big issue is my wife I guess. My friends wouldn't have even noticed I was carrying if it weren't for her blurting it out. Anyone know how I should get the ball rolling on talking about this with my wife and asking her not to draw attention to the fact that I am now carrying? I mean... she's gonna get us shot or kicked out of a place!!!! OR something.
Thanks in advance THR! This posting is a mess because while writing it I've gone back in and added and edited it a lot. Sorry if it doesn't seem like coherent thoughts. Just kept adding stuff.
I'll tell you..... I have had a great experience open carrying so far! It's been very peaceful and I have some new found confidence. Certainly not showboating or anything. Just saying, I feel a little safer in weird parts of town. But certainly am not going to use it as an excuse to have a big ego!
But here's something I noticed.....
My wife HATES that I am taking a gun with me now. She's sort of rolling her eyes a lot and all that. This is one thing I won't comprimise on. I asked her if she will be more comforterable with me carrying concealed? She says "It's stupid either way. Might as well wear it in the open so everyone knows it, and not just me." She has said a few times... "My dad had a gun! He didn't go carrying it around!"... to which I can easily reply... "Honey. Your dad's only gun is a vintage tommy gun. I'm glad he didn't carry it around. But I love you, and I love our son, and I love being alive, and so do many other people me meet every day. It's just a tool, and you know that. Don't worry. There are a million laws, and I'm abiding by every one. If you'd like to read them I'll print them out for you, and then I can be accountable to you, and you can keep me in check if you feel like I'm crossing any lines that I shouldn't be, but for now... just trust me a little bit on this one thing, OK?"
She rolls her eyes but doesn't argue anymore.... most of the time.
Of course 6 months ago my wife was SOOOO anti Gun it made me think she might want us to move to DC!! hehe.
So anyways on to the real situation....
We went to dinner with friends 2 nights ago and walked around the lobby, sat and talked, were seated, and had almost 3 hours of dinner and conversation without them noticing I was OPENLY CARRYING! It wasn't a big deal!
We were joking around after about 3 hours and just being sort of silly. Well my wife finally goes "You wanna know something stupid? Joel is carrying a Gun!"
Both of my friends go to complete seriousness. My buddy says "You are? Where?"
I say "In plain open view. It's no big deal. So what were we talking about"?
He says "Yes it is a big deal, you idiot! You're going to shoot someone".
"Why would I shoot someone"?
"Because you have a gun"!
keep in mind this friend of mine likes guns. I don't know where he was coming from with this.
He says "Dude. You are making a childish decision to carry that thing, and you're drawing attention to yourself".
"But we've been sitting here for 3 hours and I've gotten up to go to the restroom twice. You haven't noticed and we're sitting right next to eachother. Now, please.... I don't need this to be an open conversation. I don't want other people overhearing the publicity you guys are creating and getting all concerned over something that is perfectly legal and I am doing in a perfectly safe manner"
So he says " I used to have another friend that openly carried a huge Booie Knife (spelling?) and he thought it was so cool. Cops always noticed, and people always gave him bad looks. you're doing the same thing."
So I say "Why was he carrying that big knife? What was his purpose?"
He says "To impress people"
I said "Then that's where where we're different. I'm not carrying to impress ANYONE! I'm carrying because I value my life, and I value my wife's, even though she hasn't warmed up to me carrying yet. I'm carrying because you are my friends and I care about you. I expect I will go my entire life without ever even having to put my hand on the grip of this thing (not touching it at this moment, by the way, and also speaking very low), but the world is full of people with no regard for human life. I don't intend on giving up providing for my family, or enjoying my life, just because someone else wants to ruin it for me. I choose to increase my odds of living a long and happy life. Now, as I asked before, can we change the subject. We don't need to be overheard and make anyone uncomfortable."
My friend sort of sat back and just was quiet for a minute. I don't know.... he was thinking.
After like a minute he leans over and says "You're being an idiot. I could disarm you so fast!"
I said "Well, good for you. But I'm sure that we both know that would be an obviously bad decision even if you were just messing around. It's not a toy... it deserves a little more respect than that."
He looked a little insulted so I added "Besides.... you're too slow anyways, ya' big softie".
He laughed. Situation dissolved. I still have a friend and sometimes this particular friend likes to play "dad" to people around him. This is one area where I simply don't feel it's necessary to appease his ego. This isn't about ego's. This is about me exercising my right to defend myself and LIVE!!!!
After dinner we went to my parents house to visit. My parents are very anti gun, but know I am pro-gun in most cases. I carried in their home for 2 hours. they never noticed, or at least didn't say anything.
I have had a few people notice (not that I'm going for that! I guess it just comes naturally in a place where not a lot of people openly carry).
Have gotten comments at Home Depot, 2 local deli's, and a bunch of other little places. Most are positive, or the local businesses give you the "We like having customers like you!!!" routine.
Even my pastor was excited to see me carrying. He wanted to see my gun... which I wasn't crazy about doing, but he is one of the few people in my life I really have respect for on a high level. Plus he's thinking of getting a pistol so I was glad to see his enthusiasm.
We were alone at the church, but I still required that we go into his office, and shut the door. That he allow me to completely unload the gun and that he can hold it but there will be no magazine in the gun (remained in my hand at all times). He thought it was great and I was able to answer a lot of questions for him about his own desire to purchase and possibly obtain his CCW in a class I'll be taking with some other churchgoers next month or so.
I've had 2 other requests to "see my gun" to which I've kindly declined and said "I'm really sorry, but it's not leaving the holster. Please understand." And they both have.
So...... here's what I think...
The big issue is my wife I guess. My friends wouldn't have even noticed I was carrying if it weren't for her blurting it out. Anyone know how I should get the ball rolling on talking about this with my wife and asking her not to draw attention to the fact that I am now carrying? I mean... she's gonna get us shot or kicked out of a place!!!! OR something.
Thanks in advance THR! This posting is a mess because while writing it I've gone back in and added and edited it a lot. Sorry if it doesn't seem like coherent thoughts. Just kept adding stuff.